Over the next few months I found myself being wrung through a whirlwind of emotions.
My depression continued and I felt caged in almost every aspect of my life.
Caged at home. Caged at work. Caged within.
I was drowning and it was time to let go...
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From this realization forward, I focused my attention on myself and moving on – and in a big way.
I decided to move my life to Nova Scotia.
Now, I had been toying with this idea for awhile and the inner battle of knowing I was finally doing something for me, but also knowing I would be hurting those closest to me in the process, was something always in the back of my mind. In the end, I knew that those who cared about me would understand why I needed to go. I let the excitement of the adventure guide me through along with the unwavering belief that everything would be fine. Somehow, I knew this is what I was supposed to do.
By the beginning of April I had found a place in Halifax and halfway through I had paid my first months' rent to hold my room. On the 7th of May, I handed in my resignation notice at work and on June 2nd I made the drive from Beamsville, Ontario to Halifax, Nova Scotia.
Thus far, I had never done anything like this in my life. What should have felt like a massive decision, just felt so easily right to me that I wasn't afraid of it -
I was entranced by it.
"This was my chance to refocus, rediscover, and redefine the girl I had left behind so many months before.
This was the best decision I had made for myself in a very long time.
I pulled myself out of drowning."
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